Why oh why? why am i so easily misunderstood? why am i always the villian? what is it that what is supposingly my care and concern from the heart turned out to be something negative, something bad? am i really so bad at expressing myself?

I've grown tired of all these shit. i shall not give a fucking care about all these anymore... perhaps they r rite, i shld b gotten rid of in one's life. whatever... i am so frustrated now! hai... i just have to let it all out!!! damn it damn it damn it!!! ROARRRRR!!

Oh no man, i better keep a watch on my temper n my blood pressure. argh!