nee ah nee...

"親愛的…你有多久沒有去想開心的事了?千萬不要像我一樣忙過頭而忽略了自己最在乎的事。開心真的是種神奇的藥。要不要痊愈真的得靠自己了，如果你也是和我一樣一個人過的話，就乖乖吃藥吧！就和我一樣把藥找出來吧！可別像我一樣老把自己陷入兩難裡，兩難這首歌我都唱完了，我想接下來就不難了…在此附上兩難歌詞以作輔助為何兩難。" ...... ah' nee 28032008

Eccentric Nee is at it again... Well, wat can i say? i was really kinda down recently. cos of work? ya maybe.. cos of ppl who r close to me? maybe.. but life is full of ups n downs ya. so we shld do wat ah nee taught us to do, think of the happy stuff!!!

So what happy stuff had happened recently? hmmm.. its gonna b tough but let me think...

1. I got my 1st pay aldy! its nt much but hopefully enuff to get me by.

2. its 1 mth of work n i havent make any big mistake. its kinda boring but its work ya!

3. i've finally confirmed my tw trip regardless of my company's decision to hold me back or wat... which actually remind me tat on mon, i shld ask my sup whether i shld apply for it aldy or nt. ya..

4. i realised i still hav frenz. nt many r still the same as they were b4, some still havent changed after all this while. some whom i tot i'll probably nv talk to ever again actually can still say "hi" and "bye" and the occasion regards, n tat is gd enuff... but no matter who they r, where they r... they r still ard me.

5. i've decided to remain strong n hopefully able to get stronger. positive all the way!

So ah' nee, see ya on May 24th. but pls dun b TTOOOOOOOOO overly eccentric cos i will only b sitting at the 2nd row and my weak heart cannot take too much of ur pounding! n pls turn up on the 25th ya.. if nt i will really bo ho seh u liao... 1st n last, oh well...

I actually tot i caught some gd photos recently. HOWEVER, i used my "state-of-the-art" hp n these photos turned out to b VERY "state-of-the-art" on my pc as well.. better than nothing la.. punishment for being too lazy to bring my cam out. hahaha..

I swear this photo turned out well in my hp small screen n it looked like shit here.

Check out how healthy xan n fen are! they were doing sit ups in west coast's coast! (BUT! what is the lollypop doing there????)

ooops.. was caught taking photos n was awarded with a kick. at least fen is sweeeeeeet enuff to offer me her almost finished lollypop. bleah! (n no, they weren't doing sit ups actually. hahaha!!)

"what are you looking at?" cheeeeky mask spotted in "rojak" Luna at clarke quay.

big red lanterns high high hang! so i suppose by decorating your club with renaissance nude woman photos, chandelier, european arm chairs togrther with China communist people drawings, cheeky masks, barmaids with bright red wigs and toilet that looks like a prison gives u a...... ROJAK club, Luna! (that btw, they have live bands singing china songs too)

oh my, we went to clementi tat day to wait for huiting n found out that our macdonld's there were being closed, for good!!! cant help by thinking about all our teenage years spent there. old things nv stay ah?

Experimentative shot with no particular meaning: lamp at Marina Mandarin.

high celling at Marina Mandarin

its a full mon friday. n it turned out crap on pc as well.

muffin slping!!! she is sooooooo cute! n i cant help but wonder how many of such years does she still has?

a bottle on Tsing Tao at $5.25??????? where has my RMB3.80 per bottle gone to?? muz as well go kill ppl, put fire!

the world is over our heads at Demsey's Dome.

the monkey family curling up n slping! a rare rare sight!

a lone monkey. note the contrast between the 2 monkey photos?

云朵啊...

今天的云朵很美丽, 但心情却没那么美丽.

是我真的那么不容易相处吗? 还是那道玻璃太厚了?

可能还需要一些时间吧, 相信一切都会改善的.

不再出错了...

OMG!!! its been THREE months!!! so wat hav i achieved in this 90 (or so) days? nothing much perhaps.. i guess it will still b pretty much the same for the nex 3 mths maybe?

N ya, i still miss the days at the pearly land. u pretty much dun hav to worry abt much except where to play n shop. hahaha.. those were the days man.. N i noe it sucks, tml is monday again!! blueee blueeeee blueeeeee

I got much better btw... the sore throat is gone n my flu is much better. juz when monday is coming, how nice? bleah!

时间, 倒数吧! 我因此而无法再回到过去...

Mar 22nd is World Water Day... ever tot of trying to save some water? well, i guess it will make a difference to those who arent like us... arent fortunate like us..



Nex time if u want to spend 1hr bathing for ur own sweet pleasure? think again.

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Taiwan election looks fun. all the news reports, hype n such.. ahhhh.. if only sg's is juz as exciting... n ya, to sg, taiwan's election is certainly much bigger than certain JI leader's disappearence, cos we saw much bigger n more comprehensive reports on a foreign land's election than our small-time bugger little escappppeee episode. who cares?? *shrug

N ya.. my mum, sis n me r all sick.. again! god, my sis is always the person who started it all n passed it to us. so i hav no choice but to spend the long weekend resting at home.. slping..

Something to share

This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. "........"
It is quite a realistic poem. ".........."

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital .
It was sent by a medical doctor - "........"

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?

When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste, not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower

Hear the music
Before the song is over.

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我想也没关系 就算我没有出息
就用生命的眼睛
来捕捉你插肩而过留下的背影

我想也没关系 就算我不够聪明
我会用我的任性 试着去瓦解
这城市的拥挤

-- P.Tai

Simple? or Ignorant?

周末又过去了. 还有多少周末呢? 谁知道啊...

昨天突然有了点感触, 想了挺多. 看着窗外的天空, 看着云朵片片游过, 已经多久没这样了? 黑云飘飘而过, 但又不时露出了金黄色的阳光. 天啊! 你也和我一样拿不定注意吗? 到底是要晴天还是下雨呢?!

过去的画面竟然又出现了! 想到现在, 在想想未来. 又一次, 天啊! 你也太没趣了吧, 我现在的生活怎么没象以前精彩了呢? 但平淡一点, 又何尝不是件好事? Oh, a simple life, 不是你一直很向往的吗? 你现在也应该过的很simple吧? 而我, 当然也不会再去把它给复杂化了. 嗯!

P.S. gosh, think i caught a flu thanks to my sis. now my nose is running like mad n kept sneezing! gosh.... n i actualy hope i can go to work tml. well, simply cos i dun wan to take mc so soon. nt gd ya... somemore nex week is short week, no time to do so much also. got some stuff to settle at work la.. dun wan to drag. gosh gosh..

Just another day...

Oh my, another week has passed.

Life at work is like a robot on mission, doing the mundane n hoping time will pass fast. gradually, life will just pass me by ya?

Slowly getting used to be a fully permanant worker at a typical MNC. work is rather boring actually... but at least i got fair amt of stuff to do everyday so nt tat BAD during my 1st 2 days of work (hope i didnt make any mistakes cos i hate figures n dun like dealing with it). 1 thing is i cannot use MSN at work, n i find i can actually live well without it! everyday will on msn less than 2hrs on average, which is gd!

Another thing is, i find this work is too desk bound. office work is juz too not suitable for me... oh gosh, think i am rotting off to i dunnoe wat aldy.. Just feel like a damn ROBOT, 1 with a big belly tat is. DAMN!

P.S. anyone who wants to do kickboxing??? i am going to sign up for apr's class soon, drop me a msg if u r keen! (1 thing to hurray abt, my working hrs will b changed to 830 - 530 frm apr fool's onwards! hahaha... hope its nt a darn joke ya.. another thing to hurray abt: 4-day working week nex week!!!!)

P.P.S. Just heard 张惠妹's song playing on my MP3 n realised: Oh my GOSH, it has been 2 freaking yrs! 一个决定真的会有因和果.因果报应, 何时才能还完?

Its a panda day

Hey peeps, check this cartoon out! Kung Fu Panda by Dreamworks!

Of cos its starring a PANDA voiced by Jack Black n he is sooooo cute! hahaha.. gonna catch it when it comes out in june man..





Anyway, so how's work? GOD! this qn has been asked sooooo MANY times i am really speechless abt it now. well, yest was quite bad cos i was soooooo bored n low morale man.. But today was better cos i got more things to do n started to get a hang of it with my colleagues (although i still feel a bit awakard really). well, i noe it all takes time n things will slowly b picking up. =)

N oh btw, i am really a panda now cos i'm seriously lack of slp! gosh...

Tml it is the day..

It is both amusing and puzzling how some ppl just wouldn't listen no matter what was done or what was said.

Tomorrow finally is the day for me to commence work. First day of work, i guess it would be rather slack n having nothing much to do. I didnt noe wat do expect but somehow, quite glad tat i am slacking no more at home. I am the kind of person who will feel even lazier when i am being lazy, so it'll just get worse n worse. However, i kinda regret i nv make much good use of the 2 weeks slacking period i had. Wasted the "holidays" at home slacking n doing nothing. If i had planned better, i could have accomplished a lot of things n went to many place...

But oh well...

Well, what a "pleasant" surprise when today.....

Anyway, post edited cos i dun think i shld say too much on this blog anymore..

Goodbye Feb29th, 2008.

P.S. hell, there r lots of SOC red vehicles n ppl in blue uniform (50, no less) surrounding the forest VERY near to my house right now. hey, scary k...