I really don't understand, how can ppl be in such a "i don't care" attitude n take everything around them as "a matter of fucking fact"? the last i check, every single thing in this world happened for a reason, for everything u have taken for granted, ppl went thru the bumps and turns to make it happened!

Sometimes it gets a little too tiring to worry about this and that, do too much for this and that and care too much for this and that. at the end of it all u will be asking urself, what is the freaking pt for all that??

I guess some ppl r just blessed to be so self-centered since birth and they can just push all the blames to everyone ard them n u guessed it! they hav nv, ever made a mistake since they were born! gosh, how i wish i have their houlier than thou attitude, NOT! N its even better if i am being treated like a desperate fool... =)

And you know what? i think i am getting better at being a hypocrite. ;)

blah!

Today was really quite a tiring day... didn't get enough sleep recently (which i think i'll nv get enuff sleep..) and didn't hav the mood to work at all as well and seriously, i havent been in such "bad" mood for quite some time already! reason? well, i rather not share bcos i noe its dumb but i am dumb anyway rite?

Anyway, for the first time, i actually walked by myself from wisma all the way till PS and not stopping at any shopping centre to do any shopping or whatsoever. it really is a different feeling to walk by myself on a really busy street with ppl passing by n such. did some thinking and reflection, well.. haven't i had enough hard lessons by now? i shld remind myself, WAKE UP!!!

Work is getting busier recently but i havn't had much will to work really hard. who can predict the future rite? maybe nex yr i will get retrenched! hahaha... *shrug

Btw, i hav gotten better after the thinking thru.. trust me, i've been thru MUCH worse! =P