The Year 2008

Its been quite sometime since i've written anything really constructive here. In fact, its been a long while since i've written anything good for good.

So here we go, looking at the end of another year and i cant help but think back on the good and the bad that happened in 2008.

First of all, the most major change in my life this year is of cos, me getting into the rat race of the career ladder. no matter how i hated this kinda thing, i was in fact quite ok with the job i have now. nothing great, there are no amazing prospect or good pay but the ppl and the job environment are not too bad actually. i suppose i was kinda lucky on my first try.

However, having a job means my life is also quite mundane and boring. nothing else major happened this year though but i wont call it smooth selling bcos there are always the ups and downs but nothing too big that i have to cry over.

Gosh!! I realised, i really do not have too much to say about 2008. not bcos i do not want to share, its simply bcos it is THIS mundane!

But nevertheless, now is a good time to really think about what i want to do for the rest of my 50 years. it is not good to hav no directions in life, maybe i havent spent enough time thinking about it really good. something good ought to come out of it, no? but of cos, i noe that thinking too much negative stuff is not going to be too good, overly positive isn't the best either. so, an in-between would be nice. life isn't, and never will be, perfect; just make the best out of it while we still can.

With this, i hope the coming year and those that follow will be more blessed than 2008 ya?

难道就这样？ 不行吗？再下去就没完没了了。。。 最后又来个讨人厌的冷战。
如果。。。 很多事，太多的如果只会让大家猜测的太多。
多多多多。。。
现在的我爱的太多，恨的太少。
不管了，豁出去了！

Baby Don't You Break My Heart Slow...

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken,
Do you say, do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

New lappy..

This is the first blog post typed using my brand new macbook!!! finally, after waiting for 1 mth, i got my 2nd laptop in 5 years... i really like to hang on to old stuff huh...

Got this laptop for slightly over $2000.. quite a good deal as you cant get anything cheaper than 2088 in apply store. somehow i regret abit for not getting the higher specs 1... though it cost about 410 more... its ok, save the $$ for other things ba..

Anyway, my event at expo is finally over! hai... now i just feel like slacking in the office doing nothing... but, still have to prepare for the meeting next year jan. i really dreaded that!!!

I wonder how long i can still last here... sometimes i really feel rather pek cek cos of certain things n ppl.. but what to do? nothing is perfect...

And there is one thing i really have to feedback about this laptop.. i am suffering from painful wrists now! the edge of the typing area is so sharp that it is like committing suicide on this thing. bleah... n also, i really cant get use to the screen of this thing, causing my headache n eyestrain after looking at it for more than 30 mins and i will feel like vomitting.. omg, thank god it is much better now. on 2nd thought, maybe its better i didnt go for the better specs 1 bcos i dunnoe how long i can use this laptop for. but really, this pc of thing is the most beautiful laptop i hav ever seen, 2nd only to the macbook air n it is very fast & stable.

Xmas is here soon! its time to care and share again!