Why oh why? why am i so easily misunderstood? why am i always the villian? what is it that what is supposingly my care and concern from the heart turned out to be something negative, something bad? am i really so bad at expressing myself?

I've grown tired of all these shit. i shall not give a fucking care about all these anymore... perhaps they r rite, i shld b gotten rid of in one's life. whatever... i am so frustrated now! hai... i just have to let it all out!!! damn it damn it damn it!!! ROARRRRR!!

Oh no man, i better keep a watch on my temper n my blood pressure. argh!

1 year already!!!

OMG! I didn't realise! today is exactly 1 yr since the day i left for Shanghai! oh my... i can still remember very vividly how i felt on tat very day. what are all the rubbish i had to went thru b4 i embark on my 6 months stint. And now? my very own sister is leaving for Vietnam tml for a few months b4 she will be stationed there for 2 yrs. haha.. what's up with July man?

I sometimes still think back on those days spent in China. it still feels like a dream... so perfect.. no wait, nothing is perfect cos i encountered shit there as well. its just so different and memorable. definitely something i will remember for LIFE! i noe it will nv happen again... at least not as fun and enjoying. afterall, youth only happen once in a damn life time!

Now i've been thinking, when can i go on a trip again? n i just got back from taiwan only! hahah... sg is so freaking small n boring i just need to get out once in a while.

Well, but of cos i am still stuck here, working, slping, playing game, having lunch n dinner n breakfast whatever... life is just so same, old, mundane, me.

[你才刚走进我生命, 我却想要离开]