Yoz! its been awhile ya? the last post was in 2008 and i tot i should be doing some updates here.
The reason i havent been updating the blog is bcos i have nothing interesting to write about actually. now it seems writing about ur life on the cyberspace isn't that.. hmm.. how should i put it, interesting anymore.
Anyway, its a mth into 2009 and the chinese new year has come n gone. 2009 is still an ok year so far although i hav gotten into some frustrations recently but all were quickly forgotten! all this frustrations aren't even worth for me to get waste my time and energy on.
I have a sudden desire to do up my room and computer desk. but i will need some $$ to do so, looking at the situation now maybe its a better idea if i can save up some $$? but i'll take a day off n walk ard town to see what items i can purchase to do a revamp to my room. if i like my room more, maybe i will keep it clean n less messy more often la...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
The Year 2008
Its been quite sometime since i've written anything really constructive here. In fact, its been a long while since i've written anything good for good.
So here we go, looking at the end of another year and i cant help but think back on the good and the bad that happened in 2008.
First of all, the most major change in my life this year is of cos, me getting into the rat race of the career ladder. no matter how i hated this kinda thing, i was in fact quite ok with the job i have now. nothing great, there are no amazing prospect or good pay but the ppl and the job environment are not too bad actually. i suppose i was kinda lucky on my first try.
However, having a job means my life is also quite mundane and boring. nothing else major happened this year though but i wont call it smooth selling bcos there are always the ups and downs but nothing too big that i have to cry over.
Gosh!! I realised, i really do not have too much to say about 2008. not bcos i do not want to share, its simply bcos it is THIS mundane!
But nevertheless, now is a good time to really think about what i want to do for the rest of my 50 years. it is not good to hav no directions in life, maybe i havent spent enough time thinking about it really good. something good ought to come out of it, no? but of cos, i noe that thinking too much negative stuff is not going to be too good, overly positive isn't the best either. so, an in-between would be nice. life isn't, and never will be, perfect; just make the best out of it while we still can.
With this, i hope the coming year and those that follow will be more blessed than 2008 ya?
So here we go, looking at the end of another year and i cant help but think back on the good and the bad that happened in 2008.
First of all, the most major change in my life this year is of cos, me getting into the rat race of the career ladder. no matter how i hated this kinda thing, i was in fact quite ok with the job i have now. nothing great, there are no amazing prospect or good pay but the ppl and the job environment are not too bad actually. i suppose i was kinda lucky on my first try.
However, having a job means my life is also quite mundane and boring. nothing else major happened this year though but i wont call it smooth selling bcos there are always the ups and downs but nothing too big that i have to cry over.
Gosh!! I realised, i really do not have too much to say about 2008. not bcos i do not want to share, its simply bcos it is THIS mundane!
But nevertheless, now is a good time to really think about what i want to do for the rest of my 50 years. it is not good to hav no directions in life, maybe i havent spent enough time thinking about it really good. something good ought to come out of it, no? but of cos, i noe that thinking too much negative stuff is not going to be too good, overly positive isn't the best either. so, an in-between would be nice. life isn't, and never will be, perfect; just make the best out of it while we still can.
With this, i hope the coming year and those that follow will be more blessed than 2008 ya?
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Baby Don't You Break My Heart Slow...
I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken,
Do you say, do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever
Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you
Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
New lappy..
This is the first blog post typed using my brand new macbook!!! finally, after waiting for 1 mth, i got my 2nd laptop in 5 years... i really like to hang on to old stuff huh...
Got this laptop for slightly over $2000.. quite a good deal as you cant get anything cheaper than 2088 in apply store. somehow i regret abit for not getting the higher specs 1... though it cost about 410 more... its ok, save the $$ for other things ba..
Anyway, my event at expo is finally over! hai... now i just feel like slacking in the office doing nothing... but, still have to prepare for the meeting next year jan. i really dreaded that!!!
I wonder how long i can still last here... sometimes i really feel rather pek cek cos of certain things n ppl.. but what to do? nothing is perfect...
And there is one thing i really have to feedback about this laptop.. i am suffering from painful wrists now! the edge of the typing area is so sharp that it is like committing suicide on this thing. bleah... n also, i really cant get use to the screen of this thing, causing my headache n eyestrain after looking at it for more than 30 mins and i will feel like vomitting.. omg, thank god it is much better now. on 2nd thought, maybe its better i didnt go for the better specs 1 bcos i dunnoe how long i can use this laptop for. but really, this pc of thing is the most beautiful laptop i hav ever seen, 2nd only to the macbook air n it is very fast & stable.
Xmas is here soon! its time to care and share again!
Got this laptop for slightly over $2000.. quite a good deal as you cant get anything cheaper than 2088 in apply store. somehow i regret abit for not getting the higher specs 1... though it cost about 410 more... its ok, save the $$ for other things ba..
Anyway, my event at expo is finally over! hai... now i just feel like slacking in the office doing nothing... but, still have to prepare for the meeting next year jan. i really dreaded that!!!
I wonder how long i can still last here... sometimes i really feel rather pek cek cos of certain things n ppl.. but what to do? nothing is perfect...
And there is one thing i really have to feedback about this laptop.. i am suffering from painful wrists now! the edge of the typing area is so sharp that it is like committing suicide on this thing. bleah... n also, i really cant get use to the screen of this thing, causing my headache n eyestrain after looking at it for more than 30 mins and i will feel like vomitting.. omg, thank god it is much better now. on 2nd thought, maybe its better i didnt go for the better specs 1 bcos i dunnoe how long i can use this laptop for. but really, this pc of thing is the most beautiful laptop i hav ever seen, 2nd only to the macbook air n it is very fast & stable.
Xmas is here soon! its time to care and share again!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I really don't understand, how can ppl be in such a "i don't care" attitude n take everything around them as "a matter of fucking fact"? the last i check, every single thing in this world happened for a reason, for everything u have taken for granted, ppl went thru the bumps and turns to make it happened!
Sometimes it gets a little too tiring to worry about this and that, do too much for this and that and care too much for this and that. at the end of it all u will be asking urself, what is the freaking pt for all that??
I guess some ppl r just blessed to be so self-centered since birth and they can just push all the blames to everyone ard them n u guessed it! they hav nv, ever made a mistake since they were born! gosh, how i wish i have their houlier than thou attitude, NOT! N its even better if i am being treated like a desperate fool... =)
And you know what? i think i am getting better at being a hypocrite. ;)
Sometimes it gets a little too tiring to worry about this and that, do too much for this and that and care too much for this and that. at the end of it all u will be asking urself, what is the freaking pt for all that??
I guess some ppl r just blessed to be so self-centered since birth and they can just push all the blames to everyone ard them n u guessed it! they hav nv, ever made a mistake since they were born! gosh, how i wish i have their houlier than thou attitude, NOT! N its even better if i am being treated like a desperate fool... =)
And you know what? i think i am getting better at being a hypocrite. ;)
Friday, November 14, 2008
blah!
Today was really quite a tiring day... didn't get enough sleep recently (which i think i'll nv get enuff sleep..) and didn't hav the mood to work at all as well and seriously, i havent been in such "bad" mood for quite some time already! reason? well, i rather not share bcos i noe its dumb but i am dumb anyway rite?
Anyway, for the first time, i actually walked by myself from wisma all the way till PS and not stopping at any shopping centre to do any shopping or whatsoever. it really is a different feeling to walk by myself on a really busy street with ppl passing by n such. did some thinking and reflection, well.. haven't i had enough hard lessons by now? i shld remind myself, WAKE UP!!!
Work is getting busier recently but i havn't had much will to work really hard. who can predict the future rite? maybe nex yr i will get retrenched! hahaha... *shrug
Btw, i hav gotten better after the thinking thru.. trust me, i've been thru MUCH worse! =P
Anyway, for the first time, i actually walked by myself from wisma all the way till PS and not stopping at any shopping centre to do any shopping or whatsoever. it really is a different feeling to walk by myself on a really busy street with ppl passing by n such. did some thinking and reflection, well.. haven't i had enough hard lessons by now? i shld remind myself, WAKE UP!!!
Work is getting busier recently but i havn't had much will to work really hard. who can predict the future rite? maybe nex yr i will get retrenched! hahaha... *shrug
Btw, i hav gotten better after the thinking thru.. trust me, i've been thru MUCH worse! =P
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