I am beginning to think, there are no such thing as "fairness" in this world. Why believe in karma? belive in reap what u sow? recent events have proved to overturn all those beliefs. does being a supposingly "good person" really works? what did u get in the end?

Maybe i am just too tired to be so goodie two shoes anymore.. beginning to be a little unfeeling, a little more indecisive, a little more laZy. after all tat had happened, i am also a little scared, a little unsure... gosh, what i've become??? is this wat i am deserve of?

I need some motivation in my life to keep me strong n going. to have the will and egarness to venture out and experience new things again. i cannot b stuck here n b content of my boring life. Li Jianghan, wake up!!!

--- just some random babbling.. maybe it doesnt really mean anything....

上了瘾的毒品, 以为给戒掉了. 但一旦把它摆在我面前, 我又欲罢不能了...