Rayne in Reality...

Here i am, been pondering over a week whether i shld start a new blog since the shanghai 1 became irrelavant to continue anymore.

raynesolitary? wat the heck does it mean? well, i dunnoe either.. i juz tot the 2 words sounded cool n put them together. Rayne Li has officially become my name to look for jobs n in the future, the name my colleagues will use to address me. i juz think i need an english name as jianghan juz sounds so weird n cheena la. haha.. well, thx to carmen the stm ger for the name as she helped me tweak the name i originally wanted to b called to become rayne. hee...

so life in SG isnt tat sought after anymore.. been really lost n bored really.. kept comparing life in shanghai with my life now. seems like i've lost my freedom, the fun, the weather, the cheap stuff! things in sg is so freaking exp n the weather is HOT! the food is much better though n due to the fact tat i miss them so much, i put on weight by kept eating la. haiyoh..

no more mala, no more taiwan wai mai, no more wang lao ji, no more da mu zi cheap carrefour, no more yummy lays n pocky, no more xiao yang sheng jian & guo tie, no more cheap clothes n continuous haggling, no more big serving n lots of flavour cup noodles, no more cheap jap buffet, no more sardine squeezed mrt, no more walking/strolling ard wan bang, no more sports day at the tennis court, no more meeting @ the circle of trust or the security guard post near blk46, no more weird taste water tat cannot b drank directly, no more dianping.com or mapbar.com or baidu map.com, no more dirty toilets & kitchen, no more scraf & jackets or trench coat, no more nightfall @ 5pm, no more sgd2-5 ktv or ktv buffet, no more no mum naggings, no more fun frenz ard me 24/7...

gosh, the more i think abt it, the more depressing i feel. oh well, life has to move on ya... n its difficult to go ahead if 1 keeps looking back. so ya, i hav to put it behind me as gd memories n move on steadily..

spent the entire on job hunting today. sent quite a few resumes n hope there will b replies. despite my colourful job history, i nv been thru a proper interview b4... so i think it will proved to b another challenge. anyway, job hunting sux really bad... i feel so lost now.. wonder which path will b end up at. this time god seems to withold any form of direction he used to provide me with.

But at least i accomplished quite a few things today which i'm quite glad abt... tml will b watching jacky cheung's concert. haha.. exp leh.. $168! aiyoh... really broke aldy.. then there r 2 bdays coming up.. so.. well, its time to get really broke n i decided nt to get allowance frm my parents anymore, time to b independent n my brokeness will serve to b a catalyst to push me for job hunting. hahaha..